So, alot has happened since the last (and first) time I posted. I have made several important life decisions in the last 3 days. The first is to take a semester off of school. I still can't totally believe that I am doing this. I'm not even sure that I'm going to return to UAB. I might end up going to Bevill State. I've always sort of looked down my nose at people who a) take time off of school, and b) go to community colleges. So this is a sort of humbling experience for me. If I want to become a paramedic, I will go to Bevill. But if I decide to be a nurse, I will go to UAB. I am really glad that I have until the spring semester to decide this, as it will basically decide the course of my life from this point on. I wish that someone would just make the decision for me so that I don't have to stress about it. And so that if something goes wrong, I will be able to find someone to blame other than me.

This also means that I will have to put the fraternity on hold. That really sucks becuase I have really looked forward to fall rush since before the end of last school year. It also means that I have no place to live. Or that's what I thought; and then Jill and Christine told me that I could live with them. How freaking awesome is that?!?! I just hope the brothers don't get really pissed and will re-associate me if I come back to UAB.

Speaking of Jill, she is really amazing. She let me read some stuff and I still cannot believe just how full of love she is. The idea that anyone, especially me, is deserving of her completely astounds me. I am wrapped around her little finger, and I love it. Scary, isn't it? I have finally proved that I am in fact capable of feeling emotion. It's really nice to be able to have that feeling.